越是气，我越是力争上游。

今天真的有够气，气到我要上来发泄。

话说 ...

Today is the tutorial 2 for Inst .

This subject is the one I most dislike for this semester

But, what to do? It is a compulsory subject anyway...

Before I went to the class, I had went through the questions..

Although I'm a lazy fella, but in university, anyhow I need to be serious at some time to maintain my

academic performance.

I've tried it, and got two questions i'm not really sure  about that..



I used 10 minutes, the fastest speed of mine, cycling to class.

The class was almost start when i reached.

After be seated, I took out my Inst file and look for my tutorial question and answer.

Eh... How come?.. I have put it into my file de arh.

I think I left it on my table just now when i was packing my stuffs.

I was a bit nervous..

Try to cool down and I know ms. XnXX would check whether we tried out the questions or not.

OMG, now i'm in the front row, I cannot cammoflage anyway...

I took out some notes and put on the table, and hope that she would skipped me from checking

Thanks my friend snow and jeff for lending me the question paper..at least I can glance through the

question again and not that blur during her explaination.

Things will not always go with your way.

She asked about my tutorial..

I really left it at home, so I just told her honestly... I hope that she can understand

Im not the kind of bad student, and I never did anything that made her have a bad impression on me

before

I assume that she would believe me..

She just nodded when I told her i left it but i have tried the question.

Since i'm a bit paiseh.. a bit nervous at the same time..

she asked me , “which question you have problem while you doing ur tutorial .?"

I answered " XXX.."

She asked me..which question is XXX belongs to?"

walao.. I don't even bring the question paper, Not that i can remember every single thing on the paper.

But I know that there is only one XXX question. ONLY ONE

And i'm sure is XXX.

I answered, " no.2" with some uncertainty

She said " XXX is not in question no.2, but question no.3...now i know that you have tried your

question" Turn her face and went to next row..

At first, I almost happy that she trusted me... And after a while, i only figured out that ...

She told me this thing sarcastically, she never has trust me for that..

OMG.. I hate this !!!

IF you believe, thank you, if you dont believe, just said ok and go...

why you want to say such fake words....?

after go through all the student.. she started to brief in front..

some thing like need to try tutorial, dont delay your works, tutorial..should finish on time

DONT LIE TO YOURSELF...only yourself know whether you got try or not...

what the???

OMG , who lie to himself/herself???

I cannot do anything since i dont have any evidence on my hand..

If you dont trust me.. how about you ask me to answer question??

I really can answer some of the questions.



Second question

She asked almost every one in the first row..

When it was my turn, she came to me, ask me... and said " oh, you didn't do you tutorial."

fine, you dont trust anyhow ... i cannot do anything..but just now you said you know i did it..

Not necessary to say such words to a student.. in a uni level

Im not a primary or secondary school student..

if you Dont trust, just don't come to me and once again show your doubt to me..

or you just want the whole class to know that.. even though in my heart I clearly know that..

I did the questions.

I felt demotivated..but still i want to prove that I did the QUESTIONS

i never did anything bad that made her think that i'm a bad student

I clarified that i DID it and I explain my answer briefly.

Not really details since I have forgotten some.

The mainpoint is there.

She felt surprise for the answer..

Although the answer is not that accurate, but at least it proved that I really did try the questions.

I don't know she was too surprise or what, the way she responded to me made me nervous

at the same time, her reaction makes whole class laugh...

after listening to everyone's answer, she gave us the correct answers...SHE DID mentioned that

the answer shouldn't be something just invented by someone.."



Below is my opinion  on the feedback she gave for my answer:

Ms. XnXX ...although the invention i mentioned is not that noble and it did comes with constrains..

However, it could be recognized as a new technology that is useful and brings convenience to people.

It maybe not a very great invention, but since it is approved and acknowledged.. and being SOLD

in USA ..It is somehow considered as something new and it is helpful to aid ppl in handle things..

Of course it is a new technology.. not only those very high price and noble invention only considered

 a new technology right...

Somemore we study inst, of course inst are invented by ppl right ..

A lot of noble invention inspired from a small things..

Every machine of course has their strength that made them different from others

and some constrains that is unavoidable

everything comes with pro and con

The question stated that " the constrain it has..."

It is normal to have some limitation, and that's how science works

We always thinking of how to improvish those imperfection...

For me, it is still a great invention, and since it has been acknowledged and being sold in the market

It is not just a simple invention..

The theory behind it is awesome..

Moreover, I wrote it because i think it is something interesting...

not everyday deal with those repeated ,,,boring inst  only.

Every invention is fabulous.



I'm really felt depress during the class..DEMOTIVATED...

If I'm really a bad student, I don't think i really would care that much..

The main thing here is... I didn't do anything wrong, don't simply judge ppl by your "special"

prospective.

Please change the way of speaking as well. It is a bad attitude towards ppl.

If you are being treated that way, i guess you will not feeling well on it too right?...




Inst , 这一科， 我不会因为不 bind 你的那一套，而放弃这一科

你越是那样对我，我越要证明给你看。

等我把 Im 的 test 考完， 我就拼 Inst ~

我拼尽全力 ， 证明给你看 。

你还会觉得 。。 我是一个 不做 tutorial ， 还欺骗自己的人吗？